Hey..
long time no see..
I'm in the middle of my own mess..
hehe..
I was messing something, and now I live among the chaos that left behind..
hurting, learning..
fell down, bleeding..
rose to the sky, crumbled with the dust..
I'm living, dude..
I'm still breathing..
I'm still crying, but..
I'm also smiling..
as the horses start running..
as the mist walking down through the hill..
I'm still here..
standing with all the rest of me..
God give me the courage..
God give me the chance..
God give me the luckiness..
all of it..
just for me..
what I have to do is nothing but walking His pad..
from the start..
to the end..
always..
and scars are always be scars..
ugly and annoying..
but scars are always be scars..
keep me to remembering..
I'm human..
just human..
with both black and white in my heart..
I'm human..
just an ordinary human..
keeping my faith to be a human till I get called to be back..
